God love is amaze and unthinkable.
God love from Heaven flowing down, fill my heart. Make peace in my heart.  His power in solve  problems is amazing. His spirit is so amaze when I surrender in Him. When I praise God, I feel his presence in my life.

Every morning is a blessing day for me , Only him can heal my sickness, and my sorrow.
He worthy to be praise,  His Love is so Wonderful and so bright. Guide me and lead me to glorify him,  ever and forever.

OPEN YOUR BOOK OF LIFE
When your time is have end, it's time to open your book life. you can see in the mirror of your life,
everything what you have do.
All regret and sadness when your soul see how bad and terrible thing have you done when you are still alive in this world is no use. Time that passing by is never can be repeat again. All regret is no use.
So don't be an evil .   God will not let him self is played by human. God never sleep.
What ever that you do, that is that will you get at last.    Galatia 6:7.

Everything in this world is worth - NOTHING.  Birth as Human is a precious chance. ONLY with birth as HUMAN  we can elevate our soul level. Humans live is chase by time,  day and night, constantly busying themselves from innocent babies who can not do anything until can be talk and think independently, busy from morning till night collecting treasures, the minds busy do many of crime by your ego for happiness of your self,  your family, y'r children and grandchildren, until he feels ironic has become old and weak and when time life of the world, end up , feeling regret because having wasted life by drowning in the vain's, your wealth, your children and grandchildren all no one can help you at once. Only your good deeds and charity can help when Your book of life is open at the Mirror life.

While still having body fulfil with futility. Your spirit hope to increase your soul level is fail even when death arrives trapped in to the world of hell. without being able to discover the true purpose when you first came into the world before.

The true purpose of the spirit came into the world is only to train yourself to increase the level of spirit to reach a high level, finding your pure true self, to be worthy to came into Kingdom of God home with a light heart merry.
 Do not waste the time of your life, Use your time well, always learn and learn, so doing many good deeds (not necessarily with money, can with your knowledge and your care), avoid any kind of crime against your conscience, avoid lust and do meditation increase awareness in every aspect, standing, sitting, walking. Always spread the love at the heart of every living being both human and animal, GOD never sleep, everything that you do in the darkness, nobody know but GOD and your pure heart know what you deed and memorize at your soul. Do you knows that your SOUL is Eternal  and never die .eventhough you have die and birth many many times in many creation as human or animal. What you do now is lead to your future life.   Hope I can give a a little charity knowledge for all human to get happiness, when still chance life in this world.  

Urungkan pengeditan

Segala sesuatu di dunia ini adalah sia - sia. LAHIR SEBAGAI MANUSIA adalah KESEMPATAN Hidup yang SANGAT BERHARGA. Hanya dengan raga MANUSIA saja maka bisa meningkatkan level rohaninya. Manusia hidup di kejar oleh waktu, siang dan malam, terus menyibukkan diri dari bayi yg lugu tdk bisa apa-apa hingga bisa bicara dan berpikir mandiri, sibuk dari pagi hingga malam mengumpulkan harta menipu sana sini, pikiran banyak melakukan kejahatan yang luar biasa demi ego kebahagiaan anak cucu, ironis sekali  hingga tak terasa telah menjadi tua renta dan habis masa hidup di dunia, akhirnya merasa menyesali karena telah menyia-nyiakan masa hidup dengan tenggelam dalam ke sia -sia an, harta, anak cucu semua tidak ada yang bisa membantu sama sekali. Hanya amal dan perbuatan baik yang dapat menolong ketika film layar kehidupan anda di lihat di Cermin saat sidang digelar di alam baka.

Selagi masih memiliki raga tubuh disibukkannya dengan kesia-siaan. Cita-cita peningkatan level roh malah memorosotkan level roh, saat ajal tiba digiring ke dunia neraka. tanpa berhasil menemukan tujuan sejati ketika awalnya Ia sebelum datang ke dunia,
Tujuan sejati roh datang ke dunia tak lain dan tak bukan hanyalah untuk melatih diri untuk meningkatkan level rohnya hingga mencapai level yang tinggi, menemukan diri sejatinya yang murni, agar layak pulang ke rumah Tuhan dengan hati ringan riang gembira.

Jangan sia-siakan waktu hidup anda, Pergunakan waktu hidup anda dengan baik, Maka banyaklah melakukan perbuatan baik (tidak harus dengan uang, bisa dengan ilmu dan hati), menghindari segala bentuk kejahatan yang bertentangan dengan hati nurani anda, hindari nafsu duniawi dan bermeditasi meningkatkan kesadaran dalam setiap hal, berdiri, duduk, berjalan. Terus belajar dan belajar berbagai ilmu dan berlatih meditasi. Senantiasa menebarkan cinta kasih di hati setiap mahluk hidup baik manusia dan binatang.

TUHAN tidak pernah tidur, segala sesuatu yang anda lakukan didalam kegelapan, walau tidak ada orang yang tahu, tapi TUHAN dan HatiNurani mu tahu apa yang telah kau perbuat. dan terpatri didalam JIWAmu yang kekal abadi sepanjang masa. walau anda telah mati dan hidup berulang puluhan kali baik sebagai manusia atau binatang. Apa yang and lakukan sekarang akan berakibat pada kehidupan anda di dunia ini, di akhirat  dan kelahiran anda selanjutnya. Semoga Tulisan ini memberikan amal bagi orang tua saya dan amal pengetahuan bagi seluruh manusia untuk mendapatkan kebahagiaan selagi masih ada kesempatan hidup di dunia.

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You can see some first cake that I can make in my new home. It's so fun and exciting in making cake alone by my self, without need see the recipe, just follow my mind, but God help of course, without teacher or attend the cake course and then abrakadabra, I can present many delicious cake that I never imagine before. It's amazing, good taste.

After making a lot of work in painting, drawing , making books, making films, cartoon animations, makes the program forecast the fate of human, painting on fabric, making purses pencils, make  batik clothing, create works of embroidery, making beautiful name cards, make a beautiful basket of fragrant, and which I now present abrakadabraaa sim salabim a real new work that is a home that I can feel come into inside that home.  a home that was born into the world without concepts, with help only by 2 carpenter, without plan, without teachers and without the assistance or support anyone. All doing by this my magic hand only with the guidance of God's love .

 that is truly magical and real life with this hand. All just flowed out without plan from the start looking for land, process land certificate, home design drawing, selecting colors and image decorating items and arrange  or adjust the placement of objects - objects to select and plant trees one by one. All done by the love of God alone. not me at all.

because I can not do anything at all, without God love help. Can you imagine, how I can do it all alone. Because last month I broke of my right hand when accident hit by the motorcycle , I cried and grieved every day I worry about this magic hand can no longer help me to painting, and even to write a short letter I could not. oh my God I'm really sad, cried every days waiting healness my hand not patient., when and when ?????..........   

       this is a big major test of the God. Even though I often feel a pain test in my life, I ever bankrupt many times because been cheated by a priest, lost money so big in stock markets, make me so low self esteem and depression. lost of my dad and my mum, and almost lost of my brother,   almost paralyzed when I fall from a well, and now my hand is broken and I was attacked by the rubella virus makes me high heat up to 40 "c and redness and swollen around the thigh to my face, all of the body, making my face became swollen like a lion's face. and makes me hard to puff for 7 days because my high temperature, I have tried drink 100cc oil from church, dulcolax but  still not success to puff, then in pain and despair waiting for more than 3 hour in pain, then I make a deal with God, “God if I  can dificate without pain or bleeding”, I will vow to  repent and 7 o’clock tommorow morning, I will go to perniagaan church , to ask baptize. Then amazing, in only 5 minute that happen reaction so I can defecate smoothly without bleeding or pain. So I go to the church, but they suggest me to wait until 1 years to get baptize after pass the bible test examination. But then make me amaze suddenly my friend Lidia give me the brosure of Tiberias church will doing baptize, without waiting 1 years. Without pay, without test bible examination.  so without think I rust just go alone to pay my vow to God . He have heal me, so I must pay my vow.  Tommorow morning I come baptize with more than 300 people together in the swimming pool at the kelapa gading hotel by the Pastor docter Yesaya Pariadji in Tiberias Church , to left Buddha that I follow faithfully since my born, and follow Jesus right now and change my baptist name be Lidia Meiriyanah Hartono. It’s amazing story in my life.

But today I'm thankful and grateful I was healed of all sickness, my hands are getting better and started to work again. I wish eventhough my arrival to this world not eternal, just temporary, maybe only 50 years old, but I want coming to earth is worthied, usefull, I do not want just born, grow, married,  getting old, sick, die and finally left this world with nothing, just wasting the time that God have gave to me.  but I hope my life and then after my die  can keep inspire more people to glorify God and be a special people for himself and useful to the nation and the country . and continue to take advantage of every time of birth into the world to improve high soul achievement, work and raise awareness of the spirit within our self to find our trueness self.  actually unnecessary in looking at temple, many places of worship or wherever,but is already inside in every human being if they wants to go into inside him.

The most beautiful book is a book that is within ourselves. The most amazing movie is a movie that is within ourselves. not in theaters or go meditation at the mountains.

We can live and also able to increase self-awareness when we working in the middle of communities.